It's quite long wad.Considering that it's not very short.Hah.Thanks for the 'compliment' ah.Want to suan me oso do it so explicitly with the connotations.At least leave some face for me mah..After all i can be tomboyish and crazy all sorts of stuffs.Wadeva way you want to name it.But still i am 100% girl 0.o.Scientifically proven.And you know why i am more of guy?Mrs lim says that even girls have testosterones as well.-.-...All girls btw.Needless to say, guys oso have oestrogen.Kinda weird but it's true.So that's the explanation for my tomboyishness haha.

Well at least for me things have kinda settled down.But for you ah..think like you have a lot of bottled up feelings in within.You gave me a small piece of advice, so it's my turn to give you one too.Learn to take things easy=) Seems like you have a lot of high expectations and goals set for yourself--dats good.Because you have a goal to achieve and you will set yourself to work hard for it.But the process is more important than the result itself.So wadever you do,the main priority isnt to win but to give your best and having no regrets later.I am the more of the happy-go-lucky kind now.In the past probably i used to be compeititive as well,not wanting to fall back too far behind of others.Then after some time i realised that so much for all the worries and working oneself to death.All that remains is fatigue.And tired of life.Life holds more important things other than results and certificates.True it may dawn on us that reality is harsh and cruel--if we are not the cream of the crop or the top of the elite,then we face the threat of being eliminated.That's why we are working so hard for our future; yet in all the midst of confusion and rush, have we learnt to take a step back and accept the things whichever they turn out?Have we missed out the fun and good things bout life?Here's a food for thought.

lol.I love to talk so much.During the past 1 week kangqi and mingshuan were enjoying themselves at italy--leaving me and phamelia here in Singapore listening to the monotonous drone of the teachers.Ok that's a bit of an exaggeration.Most of the lessons were fun lah.Especially maths,chinese,bio,chem.English lessons were always slack wif mrs vora around.Cos of the english presentations..quite cool.Ours was animal abuse and we showed footage on how dolphins were slaughtered etc.Totally grossed out my class peeps.N just b4 the lesson started, david gave phamelia a few dead spiders he found on the locker.And phamelia was so excited.She lay those carcasses on her hand and left it on her table.Freaked out yanling and eunice who were sitting in front of her.Should any misadventure occur, the prospect of the spiders being blown over were simply too unbearable for them to take it.Everyone was like laughing over this.Some were shocked-some were in disbelief.Others were tickled.Actually it wasnt that bad lah.Come on.I even dissected a dead beetle b4.It's a shame.You know the shiny green colour was quite nice you know.haha.

oh wells.Better get to work soon.MEP practicals coming up.next week chinese test but next next week is gg to be a killer.Physics geog and bio.Wth.Nvm tmr i shall wake up early and knock on phamelia's door in the morning.Kq and ms would be dere too.Getting free 'tuition' from us.lol.

-what is this life full of care, if there's no one to stand and stare?-

ting^_^